Happy 10th Birthday Jay.

Girl With An Addiction is dedicating this blog to my Little Brother Jay.


Well, today is my brother's 10th birthday.


You're probably thinking "Ok, why is she writing a blog about that?!" Well I'll tell you why:


On the 21st of June, 2000, my mother gave birth to a stillborn, Jay. I never had the chance to see him. I never had the chance to do things that most sisters would take for granted, and I would give the world to do them. I never got to watch my little brother grow up. I never got to be a big sister.


In a few weeks, I will write another blog about my other little brother, Lachlan, who died of SIDS at six weeks, a year later.


To say I miss them dearly is an understatement. Words cannot comprehend how much I love them, but this is best I can do:


Happy 10th Birthday Baby Jay. 

I never got to see you, 

I never got to hold you, 

I never got to cuddle you, 

I never got to smell you, 

I never got to take of you,

I never got to play with you, 

I never got to bath you, 

I never got to watch you make friends, 

I never got to help you with your homework, 

I never got to kick a ball around with you, 

I never got to argue with you, 

I never got to laugh with you, 

I never got to watch you grow up, 

I never got to protect you, 

I never got to be there for you,

I never got to have meaningful conversations with you,

I never got to be at your wedding,

I never got to be an aunty,

I never got to sing to you, 

I never got to be your big sister... 

To do things that most sisters take for granted, would mean the world to me right now.

But even though I will never get the chance to do those things with you, I know that I will always love you and you will always be in my heart. 

I miss you little bro. 

Happy Birthday. 

I love you Jay.




Girl With An Addiction
xoxo =P

OMG. I am a crap blogger...

Girl With An Addiction is a crap blogger.


I havn't written a blog for over a month.


CRAP!


Because I'm lazy, I'm going to blame it on school. I had a MASSIVE assessment for science, and so I have not had a chance to write a blog. I'M SO ASHAMED! But it was about 2 weeks overdue anyway... :( So I'm hoping I won't lose too many marks.


I have also been sick. Let's just say very sick.


And I had Writer's Block... *Shakes head*


But, now that I have finally finished the stupid assessment, my weekly blogs SHOULD be up to date within no time... Hopefully.


So, not much has happened in the past few weeks:

• In May it was my boyfriend and I's anniversary (yes one year, because that's what an anniversary is. Not a "one month" anniversary, you silly people). He gave me a cute necklace that says "Jess" on it, a really pretty aqua Pandora charm and took me out to dinner at a Chinese restaurant. CUTE!
• School has been crazy with assignments and reports, which I am still waiting for and should be getting next week... (OMG!) Half yearly exams were hell and I did alright in some of them... I think :P
• Now that the World Cup is on, I've had hardly any sleep and am very annoyed with some of the teams :( The Socceroos will win!!! :D

And... that's about it.


An irritating thought just crossed my mind...
I don't like "bloggers" who "blog" by putting up photos of weird guys and scene people, with pointless comments or pictures to follow. That's not a blog. That's Google Images. A blog is where you write your opinion on something, or if you have something to say that you want people to know about. Or even if you just want to be a writer and write about you're daily life. It's not about wanting the world to know how depressed you are, or how hot this guy is.


It's annoying and pointless, because most of the time nobody cares.


I'm not aiming that at anyone.


So, I'm off to munch on chocolate and play "The Sims Bustin' Out"!


God Bless,


Girl With An Addiction
xoxo :P